spirit

i need to find my spirit...
i need to find my soul...
i need to find myself
because i know I've not being myself lately..huhu
i just need a strength to continue my studies..
to survive here
because I know i Can't quit
because i'm not a quitter
who easily give up with her life...

i love my parents
i love myself..
i don't want to hurt them...
oh god, please make me stronger
not to be hurt for small things
not to be shaken
I have to be strong