Wednesday, October 26, 2011

deepavali holiday

happy deepavali...

yeah dua hari cuti
nothing much to do
just masak n makan
then busy preparing untuk kenduri besok

pejam celik dah 10 bulan mak pergi
kdg2 rse cam mak ade lg
n terbayang2 wajah mak
kat umah...
kehilangannye sekelip mata
smlm de kat sisi
soknye mak pergi meninggalkan semue
tapi takdir harus kite terime
setiap yang hidup mesti akan pergi jua satu hari nanti
sok, luse kite xtau
semoga rohnye dicucuri rahmat
adik akan sentiasa doakan mak...

bile cuti2 ni
mula la mengilap bakat masak
hahaha ri ni masak bubur berlauk dan nasi goreng seafood
mcm ne la nk kurus kan...


nasi goreng seafood

bubur berlauk

Sunday, October 23, 2011


aku blajar melupakan seseorang yg melupakan aku...

aku belajar memaafkan semua orang yg menyakiti aku...
aku belajar utk jadi yg terbaik
tetapi, sesuatu yg xbisa aku pelajari ialah :

"harus belajar tsenyum disaat org yg aku sayangi menyayangi org lain

terima kasih....

p/s: semalam mimpi yg sy ngah bersiap
untuk dtg ke perkhawinan awk berdue..
haihh..semoga berbahagia ye...

Saturday, October 22, 2011

♥ c.o.n.v.o.c.a.z.i.o.n.e ♥


a week has passed and the convocation session is over.
and it looks like i will not step my feet there anymore after this..
now we are officially graduated
first batch graduate in bachelor of human resource management
of UNISEL ..and i'm so proud of it....

I would like to dedicate my scroll to arwah mak
because it was her dream and because of her
i pursue my degree in human resource...
thanx a lot to her and all along when she was alive
she was the one who always providing me with her guidance and
support whenever i feel down and out
the one who share her knowledge and information
all about the course.
i'm sure she will proud of me if she
get to see me receiving this scroll
and insyaallah i will further master
but now focus with the job first and gain experience

and of course i will not be succeed till today
without a support from my abah and families..
no words can describe how much i owe them
in my life.hanya tuhan yang tahu
how much i love them
thanx a lot for everything
u will always be there to take care of me
and protecting me
but now its my turn to take care of u
muah muah muah....

family and friends

last but not least
muchas gracias
to all people that i know in unisel
classmates, course mates, lecturers, roommates
and to everyone...
because of u all
i'll be strong and continue my journey
until the end of the story...
maybe it will be the last moment
i met u there so
take care and good luck in your future
thank u and sorry for everything

with nisa menaip...cumil sgt die


with abah n abg

Maraming salamat sa inyo
to juhaida and najihah
for coming all along from KL to BTG Berjuntai
to give me a support
and thanx for the cute pink hippo
flowers and chocolate
terharu sangat...
when i step out from the main hall
then i saw both of u
calling my name
then i realize
there are other friends of mine
who still love and appreciate me in their life
so thanx again
hug and kisses

and this is the costume of the day..
susah gak bile nak pakai ni
kene duduk elok2 jalan elok2
kalo tak abis smenye terbelah sne sni
but yet satisfied
i feel confident and really
make my day...
it was my big day to get the scroll
but i hope it will not be the last scroll
i will get
insyaallah kalo de rezeki
maybe i would like to further master before i get married..


latest plan or dreams for my self

♥ to get my car license ..yeah i know before its too late
♥ to perform in my work and be confirm with the org..
♥ to buy a car..yeah first car for myself
♥ going for holiday with my ♥ at Karabi Island Insyaallah
♥ mengerjakan umrah - maybe next year..
♥ further master in MBA, klo bley nk kat oversea..heh
merantau di negeri org...
♥ last but not least to be happy in life,
turn over the new leaf, delete all the memories
forgetting the past and look for the better future

insyaallah...doakan la kejayaan ku

p/s : full album kat fb eh

Friday, October 21, 2011

to someone in the past

to someone in the past

for u and ur loved ones

I heard
That you’re settled down
That you
Found a girl
And your
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true
I guess she gave you things
I didn’t give to you

Oh friend
Why you so shy
Ain’t like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away I couldn’t fight it
I hoped you’d see my face and be reminded
That for me
It isn’t over

I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don’t forget me
I beg
I’ll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and bred
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
And memories made
Who would have known
How bittersweet
This would taste

I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best
For you too
Don’t forget me
I beg
I’ll remember you still
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

Tuesday, October 18, 2011


langit x selalu cerah
dan kite xkn selamanya gembira..
kdg2 tuhan turunkan hujan
sbb tuhan nak bagi kite pelangi...

takziah kepada my aunty and family
atas kehilangan suami dan papa tercinta

walaupun pemergiannya mengejut
dan sekelip
kita harus tabah melaluinya
dan skrg i'm realize
family la segalanya

dengan siapa pon kite
utamakan la keluarga....
kerana support from the family
is the remedy to heal the pains


p/s: will update my convo story when i get

all the pictures from the photographer

Thursday, October 13, 2011

for better future

today will be my last day in
B2 celestica...

yup sgt sedih..for almost
5 months and the half
spent time working here
gained experience
get to know of the various kind of people
dapat kawan2 baru
new life
akhirnye i had to transfer to B1
yeah for my own good actually
time to make difference
and gain new experience
hope everything will going smoothly

and those picture was taken

during my internship and working there..
till time meet us again

hr office..
tmpt kerje , tmpt lepak.. tmpt chit chat...ahhah

great colleague i ever had

wonderful supervisor

love to working here..yess honestly

with kak aina

with kak lat

with as

gonna miss them...

ahha cte mcm x jumpe dowg lagi jek
padahal transfer B1 to xde la jauh sgt pon
but really..
culture kat sne mungkin x sme ngn culture kat cni kn
good luck miss adiba

u r now in real working life
not as intern student anymore..
so be serious and committed with
ur work

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Mengapa wanita sering menangis?

Mengapa wanita sering menangis?

Jwbnya: Kerana wanita itu unik.

Aku ciptakan ia sbg makhluk istimewa,

KU kuatkan bahunya utk menjaga anak2nya,

KU lembutkan hatinya utk memberi rasa aman,

KU kuatkan rahimnya utk menyimpan benih manusia,

KU teguhkan peribadinya utk terus berjuang saat yg lain menyerah,

KU beri dia naluri utk mencintai anak2 dlm keadaan apapun,

KU kuatkan batinnya utk ttp menyayangi walau dikhianati oleh teman,
walau disakiti oleh orang" yang ia sayangi

Wanita mahluk kuat, tapi jika satu saat dia menangis itu
kerana KU beri dia air mata utk membasuh luka batin dan memberi kekuatan baru.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011


one of the hardest things in life

is watching the person u love ,

love ur good friend

Monday, October 10, 2011


i'm supposed to be happy

its gonna be my big day
this is what i dream for

graduated in human resource...

like what my abah n mak wished for

but why currently
down and depressed

mak..adik rindu mak
kalo la mak ade
mesti mak bley tgk adik convo kn...


Saturday, October 8, 2011

kembali tenang

kembali tenang..
ye saya harus kuat untuk menghadapi sme ni
kenapa sy perlu sedih2
sdgkan org len bahagia dengan hidup msing2
sy pon manusia biase kan
walaupun sy xde yg istimewa
sy msih ade rmi lagi yg sygkan sy..
sy sdr tu

trima kasih ya allah
ak berharap padamu
agar memberikan ku kekuatan
untuk melupakan segala kesedihan dan kekecewaan
dlm diriku
agar ak dpat menjalani hidup ngn lebih tng


Friday, October 7, 2011

till i close my eyes

almost one and the half year
but i'm still here
yes i'm such a loser
until now i'm hurt and broken..

yeah i thought i was strong
i think i had enuff of it..
i always pray for ur happiness
i'm happy with my life right now
but suddenly i'm back with that moment
sad and miserable
why i am such a loser
why cant i erase all the moments
and why i've been so stupid to not let u go
and get rid of you
why i still come back to you
when u not even need me
and the tears not worth it for you

i'm happy when i see ur happiness
u had found ur true love
but then i've been thinking
why am i still here
thinking of u..

i have think the best way..
not seeing u for longest time is better
than to see u ..
i do not blame anyone
but blame to myself for being too weak
with myself...
really hope that i will not see u again
till i close my eyes...

sacrifice ur heart

“Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own.”

Thursday, October 6, 2011


i'm happy when i see ur happiness
even though i'm good in pretending that i'm ok
but at least
i realise its the time for me
to stop crying and be sad with what
had happen and giving a chance to myself

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

my convo

busy with my preparation of convo
settle the fees
the transcript
and the robes
tomorrow off to kl to
settle all of these things...
hope everything goes well

Tuesday, October 4, 2011