Thursday, July 30, 2009

activity at home

emm nothing much that i can do during this semester break..huhu just spending my time at home and do some of these activities...home sweet home

play with my kitten in the morning after breakfast n feed them some food...badan jek kecik tapi lagi kuat makan dr kucing yang lain.3x makan sehari..(mungkin die ikot tuan die tuu..heheh)

ikan2 dalam kolam pon nak kene bagi makan gak..huhu

emmm tibe2 teringin nak makan karipap kene lah mak wat untuk anak die yang kuat makan ni..huhu

bile dh ciap tu,, kene lah goreng karipap tuu

heheh..dh ciap digoreng dan enak dimakan begitu sahaje..nyum nyum sedapnyeee

selain drpd makan n makan di umah... mase juge dihabiskan dengan membaca novel
antara novel melayu yang menarik minat untuk dibace...novel melayu yang pertama dibeli..huhu

tapi b4 tu kene lah kemas bilek dulu...

bile bilek dh kmas,,huhu pe lagi tdo ah

hahahha emm itulah aktiviti2 harian di umah..huhu..

The happiest moments of my life have been the few which I have passed at home in the bosom of my family. ~Thomas Jefferson

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

aku chenta kamoo..cinta dalam diam

Cinta - Kita memang mengharapkan dia menjadi milik Kita. Segala apa yang Kita buat, kalau buleh nak dia tahu.. Dan Kita sebuleh mungkin tak nak sakitkan hati dia. Kita akan sentiasa berfikir tentang dirinya. (dalam erti lain : cinta di tujukan kepada seseorang yg Kita selalu ingat Dan mimpi.. Tanpanya Kita akan rasa sunyi Dan Kita cintakan sepenuh jiwa dengan hati yg ikhlas kepadanya walaupun dia buat tak tau je)

Sayang - Kita memerlukan dia di masa Kita mahukan seseorang untuk berkongsi rahsia Dan kisah duka Kita. Selalunya Kita akan sayangkan seseorang yang menjadi TELINGA kepada masalah Kita. (dalam erti lain : sayang di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh membuangkan masa dia untuk mendengar Dan memeningkan kepalanya dgn masalah Kita Dan Kita jugak boleh menyakitkan hati dia kerana Kita bukannya cinta kepadanya)

Suka - Kita sukakan dia kerana dia kelakar. Dia happy-go-lucky. Bila bersama dengan dia, Kita rasa nak tergelak sampai nak pecah perut. Tapi, Kita taklah rindu sangat kat dia bila tak berjumpa seminggu…(dalam erti lain : suka di tujukan kepada seseorang yang boleh menjadi pelawak kepada Kita. Kita akan suruh dia diam sekirangnya keng Kita dah nak pecah…)

Minat - Apa sesuatu pada dirinya yang menarik Kita untuk mendekatinya. (dalam erti lain : minat ditujukan kepada seseorang yang Ada sifat, peribadi atau barang yang Kita mahukan… )

Monday, July 27, 2009

Tribute to yasmin ahmad

al fatihah to talented filmmaker and advertisement director Yasmin Ahmad, who passed away at 11.25pm on Saturday. she has passed away from massive bleeding in the brain at the Damansara Specialist Hospital.

i love her films so much from rabun to sepet, mukhsin then gubra... even though most of her movies considered controversial but for me the lesson and the moral value from Yasmin Ahmad stories was the most important thing...She is a director who speaks her mind,her courage and compassion to make films reflects the reality of our community... . I’ve always admire her creative works in the advertising and film industry for making Malaysian into another level of way beyond typical Malaysian standard.

this is the advertisement that i love most from yasmin ahmad

rest in peace to allahyarhamah yasmin -fatihah

Friday, July 24, 2009

Back to jay bee

yeyeh 6 am in the morning, we woke up excitedly then take a quick bath.. we were so excited to go back home today..after last packing and double check dayah pon sampai then dengan hebatnye kene susun barang2 yang bley tahan banyaknye dalam keta die..ehheheh

then, we drive through to wangse maju hantar barang2 bro aka dayah kat umah her cousin..then we had a breakfast at kedai mamak maju..huhu then meneruskan perjalanan ke jb..yippie

all the way from kl to jb..x dpt nak tdo...we karoeke mcm nak gile..gelak2 n nyanyi2 mcm dunie ini aku yang punye..we really had so much fun today...mcm orang nak blek brayer...then pecut punye pecut at about 1 pm we arrive jb..huhu
gi makan jap ice jelly and nasi ayam sambal..huhuhu lamenye x makan..heheheh

thanx bro n kak ros , i really had so much fun today..huhuhu all the way fro unicell to jb.. x kering gusi asyik gelak and nyanyi mcm orang giler..huhuhu..happy holiday and enjoy ur semester break..yeehaaahhh

Thursday, July 23, 2009

end of semester 3

yeyeyehh...12 at noon..ting paper hr times up means that's the end of semester 3..huhu
and paper hr was really sucks man.... tak tau ah ape yg aku merepek huhuhu...more tougher than the past year..really hope can score for that least for 3 pointer and above..huhu

i will miss the moment with my housemate in sem3.. next sem dpt new roomate and new housemate..huhu... x tau ah dpt mcm ne..but house mate sem 3 best sangat..banyak keje gile yg kiteorg wat sme2..huhu gelak2 , tgk movie, gosip, gaduh ngan jiran sebelah..sme tu memori yg x dpt dib lupe kat korang...huhuhu

emmm esok subuh2 i will going back to jb..ngan kak ros n bro..huhu so excited sbb rase dh lme x blek jb..huhu about three weeks dh..pecah rekod tu..k lah will update later...

Monday, July 20, 2009

a day before exam,..

while other people busy study for pengajian islam for final exam this monday..i was busy doing something crazy stuff with my kazen..we hang out and eating like crazy... from nasi goreng, to roti john, then satay and supper we had mee goreng mamak with teh tarik yang sangat kauuu..huhuu a whole day in putrajaya on friday then saturday evening we went to malacca... ikan bakar and fresh seafood in umbai at night..whooaaaahh..makan jek kje..

the sunday at noon we went to zoo malacca..emm riding da horse,,, bird watching, and taking some photos was da best moment..emm wat macam rase x bersalah padahal esok nak exam..huhuhu
but i still bring my books and notes to study...reading notes while waiting for the food and when everybody was sleeping..huhu

alhamdulillah..i am quite satisfied with my paper pengajian islam..bley gak lah jawab walaupon ade gak yg blur2...huhu really hope i can score a..insyaallah...

Monday, July 13, 2009

Go for 4.0

emm exam is just around da corner..pengajian islam will be on 20th and hr will be on 23rd..emm but i think is just about 30 percent confident to sit for the examination...huhu i dun know..i really hope i can score this for 4.0 because there is only the chance for me to do so..because i heard that short sem will be abolished starting next sem ... but i never heard the confirmation from the admin... if short sem will be abolished it means that there are longer long sem..means 6 month for long sem and maybe the credit hour will be added to cover up the subject for the next short sem..huhu....

A for pengajian islam
and A for Human Resource Management


Sunday, July 12, 2009


there are some fact or I'm not really sure whether its the fact or just the mitos..but for me to find out..hehehehhe

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...never mind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is
Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it
Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

Friday, July 10, 2009

kenapa saya bertudung

Tarikh: 10 July 2009
Tempat: dewan utama Unisel
Masa: 3 ptang

Pada ptg hari jumat yang mulia ni ade ceramah agama or wacana pendidikan di dewan utama… ade dua isu yang dibincangkan iaitu “mengapa saya memeluk Islam” dan
“kenapa saya bertudung??” .. ape yang nk dikongsikan kat cni ialah saya tertarik dengan tajuk “ kenapa saya bertudung?”

Emm dulu sebelum decide nak pakai tudung, aku mcm remaja lain yang free hair yang hanye bertudung cume bile ke sekolah or untuk kuar dengan kawan2 yang bertudung… sebab certain people yang bertudung diorang seolah2 memandang rendah kepada orang yang tidak bertudung..jadi sumtimes we have to be hypocrite… kadang2 pelik kite pakai tudung sbb takotkan manusia tp bukan kerana Allah..
Mungkin mase tu aku masih belom bersedia untuk pakai tudung lagi…
Bile dh form 3 I decide xnak be hypocrite lagi so kuar ngan kwn pon free hair jek..because I just be myself sbb pk x gune kiter bertudung kerana ikut2 orang sedangkan hati kite x ikhlas untuk bertudung… ingat lagi ade membe2yg slalu perli2 ‘ dib, ko ni x reti ke nak pakai tudung n macam2 lagi yg diorang cakap seolah2 menuduh orang yang x bertudung ni jahat lah itulah..kadang2 kiter rase rimas and kecik ati..nape orang selalu menilai hanya dari segi luaran, jus because kite x pakai tudung bukan beerti kite ni jahat.. kadang2 sampai bley bergdo tentang isu ni tapi bile aku jawab ‘ emm aku akan pakai tudung bile hati aku dh terbuka and btol2 bersedia untuk bertudung and ikhlas kerana Allah Taala..lagi pon walaupon aku x pakai tudung aku x kuar ngan lelaki sambil berpelukan cium and even x penah berpegangan tangan mcm sesetengah perempuan yang bertudung tetapi melalukan maksiat dengan teman lelaki mereka… bukan nak bangkit kan tentang isu ni tetapi itulah hakikat.. kadang2 sesetengah perempuan yang bertudung selalu mengecam and menuduh perempuan yang free hair ni jahat lah pandang rendah kat dorang tetapi kadang perempuan yang ebrtudung akhlaknye lagi trok drp orang yng bertudung.. so bile dgr mcm tu dh rmi membe yang paham dn x lagi tny soklan yang sme…

24 mac 2007 ingat lagi time tu kuliah magrib n sewaktu tu aku sedang berkhidmat untuk Negara ..hehehe PLKN lah yang telah Berjaya mnengubah sedikit peribadi insan yang bernama Adiba Zehan…Ketika kuliah magrib ustaz tu meungkapkan isu menjaga maruah wanita… dan die mengutarakan pendapat tentang isu rogol yang kian menular pada zaman sekarang ini… Ustaz tu cakap yang sebenarnye isu rogol ni berpunca daripada wanita itu sendiri, dari segi bagaimana cara bertutur, cara berpakaian dan banyak agi yang berkaitan tentang wanita.. selepas daripada tazkirah tu tibe2 hati aku berdetik dan berkata’ X susah sebnarnye untuk kita bertudung dan menutup aurat itukan kewajipan kite sebagai umat islam untuk menjaga maruah dan untuk melindungi diri ita daripada sesuatu yang boleh mengaibkan diri.. dan bermula pada malam tu aku nekad untuk melakukan sesuatu perubahan dalam diri kerana yakin aku dah bersedia untuk melakukan sesuatu anjakan dalam diri ini..Pada awalnye setelah bertudung ade juga mulut2 orang ramai yang cakap ‘Ala budak ni kejap jek pakai tudung tu lagi sebulan due bukak lah blek tu” and ade jugak yang cakap “ dib pakai tudung nak masuk nsyid ke??” tapi aku hanya mampu tersenyum dan x mampu untuk melawan biarlah orang nak kate pe yang penting kita tau ape yang kite wat…
Skarang dah hampir due tahun lebih aku bertudung dan kesan daripada pemakaian ni menjadikan aku lebih matang dan lebih menjaga adab dan kesopanan ..cheh and It seem that guys tend to be more respect to me… yelah bukan lah kate yg aku ni baik sangat pon tetapi PLKN sebenarnye telah sedikit sebanyak merubah keperibadian Adiba zehan..huhu yelah setiap manusia boleh berubah kan kalo kite bagi diri kita p[eluang untuk berub ah kearah kebaikan cume sedikit demi sedkit lah…so that’s the things about my self dan macam mane perjalanan hidupku…

Another things that I would like to share is about be da best person in da world like da best pencil in the world… there are 5 things that u need to know about pencil
1. u will be able to do many great thing but only if u allow urself to let it happen
2. U need to become a stronger person
3. u need to correct any mistake that u did but the most important thing is in yourself
4. u will be experience painful experience time to time
5. only u will know whatever u want to be and work for it

hehehhehe but ape yang bley disimpulkan lah kite lah yang akan merubah diri kita sendiri kerana kite sorang sahaja yang tau ape yang kite mahukan dalam hidup ini.. jadi if u put your mind and soul into it. You will achieve anything that u want in ur life….wassalam…

best moment

a chance to meet him in person was such a wonderful experience I've ever had...even though we have to wait about one and da half hour but i think its worth for me.. I don't care what other people might say about him, or critics about him but he such a great debater. i love the way he talk, his confidence level was so great man...huhu the way he answer the question, and so on was so fantastic...n please ni bukan "taksub" kepada die mcm ade orang ckp tu but itu atas sikap kagum kepada seseorang pemimpin... tu kan hak asasi manusia...

the best moment, bile dapat salam and cium tangan die amek berkat..even though ramai orang berebut untuk salam die at last i've got a chance to ask for an autograph and salam amek berkat..he was so sweet...walaupon penat melayan kerenah orang but he still smile and entertain people..thats the best thing about him...thanx for mpp unisel kerana menganjurkan aktiviti yang berfaedah macam ni baru lah rase best nak pergi..huhu

and there are some picture yang sempat diamek while waiting for him..ehhehe
camera whores...huhu

Thursday, July 9, 2009


Friends mean the world to us and we cannot think of spending our life without our friends. True friends are those who prevent us from taking a wrong step, wipe away our tears, make us feel happy when we are feeling low and depressed, find happiness in our success and achievements.

"Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for"

Mengapa kau pergi
Tinggal aku sendiri
Kau tahu ku tak sanggup

Ingatlah kau selalu
Jadi yang terbaik
Walau kau tak disini lagi

Aku rindu padamu
Datang walau sesaat
Ku inginkan kau hadir

Aku di sini dan menunggu
Diam tanpa dirimu
Kau tahu ku tak bisa
Beranjak terbang dan melayang
Tanpa diri mu ku tak bisa dan kembalilah"

i always listen to that song whenever i miss my buddies, whenever i need my friend to be on my side. And share everything together...

But now I realize that some people only seek for us when he or she was in trouble... but then when they are fine they just ignore us just like that...when they get a new friend, they forget about u and pretend like we do not know each other. That sucks man, if u think u are great friend of mine. I think u r not even deserve to be my friend and for me to call u as my 'FRIEND"...I'm sick of this situation and I hate people that just using me for his or her own sake....but I believe in whatever u do what u give u will get back one day. What goes around comes around...

17th of ramadhan

wahh now we are in the middle of ramdhan...17 th of week left for me to spend my weekend here in unisel....i dun know when exactly the date i should going back home for hari business comm lecturer's said that she still want to make a class on friday 17.9 huhu no man everybody was busy to go back home n u still want to make class... x kan malam raye bru nak blek umah kot..huhu

nothing much i can do for this weekend... bazar pon x banyak yang bukak so just beli lauk pauk n tinggal masak nasi jek untuk berbuke..huhu for the first time this week makan nasi for berbuke...huhu i lost 3 kg for this ramdhan but still tidak mencapai target lagi...i can lose my weight 3 kg for a week but i can gain another 3 kg for only 3 days...huhu cobaan lagi2 bile blek umah...huhu

n just now i just got back from cafe because my housemate ajak gi bersahur kat cafe ari ni..n guess what for the first time bersahur kat ramainye orang mcm gi berbuke puase..meriah sungguh..guy especially makan nasi n lauk pauk mcm berbuke puase...marvellous n we just had roti telor bawang with my teh tarik..huhu best gak skali skala bersahur kat luar..huhu
n tomorrow opss today is a holiday..nuzul quran so i just spend my time at home n maybe start to do my assignment huhu sesungguhnye this sem lah paling banyak individual assignment + grup assignment..but xpe dib u can do it gurl...huhu i have to work hard in order to achieve my dreams right..

because "if u really put ur mind into it u will make ur dreams come true"

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

you are not alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

this song is a tribute for michael jackson... and i love this song the most... you will not be in peace mj

Monday, July 6, 2009


oh my god, now i realize that exam is just around da corner and i still not prepare anything for it..huhu its only about two weeks time for me to struggle and work hard. even though its only 2 paper for this sem but i cant take it for granted..i have to study hard and score for at least 3.5 and above..huhu

'Ya Allah, please make me stronger, not to be hurt 4 small things and not 2 be shaken..
I've to be strong and strive for excellence. i have to be more focus in my study... i will spend my two weeks time for study and revise all the chapters... no more homesick, huhu no more go back home, i have to spend my weekend in unicell and study..insyaAllah and i will do my best in my exam..wish me luck dude...

Sunday, July 5, 2009

letting go

let him go
Your tears are too good for him
It's been so long and he still doesn't care
Although no matter what you've always been there
Come one day he'll see it was you
Who was true

But by then it would be to late
You've already changed your fate
You'll find one better
leave him in the past with your old love letters

Let him go
You're worth much more
Yes I understand you're torn
It's nothing more than puppy love

Let him go
You'll find your light
brightening the darkness that surrounds you
hang in there
As each day passes you'll get stronger
The wound left by him will heal
Gone without a scar
he'll be nothing but dust in the winds of the past
You first need to know it time to let go

Saturday, July 4, 2009

ape nak jadi???

emm lepas bilek kene pecah masuk ari tu, tadi kereta abah lak kene pecah... n kejadian tu blaku bile lelaki2 tengah sibuk sembahyang jumaat... orang lain sibuk pegi sembahyang, die sbuk mencuri lak... patot lah jb skarang rating tertinggi berlakunye jenayah.parking dpn umah pon sempat lagi dorg wat keje.. mungkin faktor ekonomi yang buat orang amek keputusan mudah untuk mencuri , merompak, menyamun, meragut dan macam2 lagi jenayah yang dorang buat...n skrang pegi mane jek rase dh x selamat..huhu inilah generasi skrang yang amek jalan mudah untuk hidup snang..huhu kepada pencuri tu ingatlah tuhan tu maha kaya dan adil..ari jumaat ari untuk kita wat kebaikan bukan kejahatan..jadi tunggu jelah balasannya..huhu

Thursday, July 2, 2009


it so mysterious selase lepas ade orang pecah masuk umah...tapi yang herannya cume bilek aku yang die attack..tapi bile check xde bende yang ilang..kalo betol die dtg nak mencuri nape die x masuk bilek lain..ajaib btol..ape sebenanrnye motif die dtg?? i'm not trying to be paranoid tp agak mencurigakan kan lah..huhu i just hope nothing bad things will be happen.. takot gak kalo die dtg bwk parang and so on and attack mak and abah..i cant imagine that..huhu or maybe itu ujian Allah agaknye..naseb baek aku x balek umah agi time tu..kalo x mesti agi trok jadi..huhu