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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

jangan menyerah

YA ALLAH..berikanlah ku ketabahan dalam menempuh rintanganMU YA ALLAH..jka kau rse ianya tbek wat driku,permudahkanlah segalanya..jka kau rse ianya bukan yg tbek tuk diriku,bukan rezekiku,bukan nikmat yg patut ak rasai...jauhinya daripadaku..sesungguhnya hanya kau yg MAHA MENGETAHUI..andai kata nikmat tersebut kau tark kembali,,ak redha dan bersyukur kerna ku telah merasainya walaupun tuk seketika..AMIN..



“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala
kesukaran dalam mengerjakan perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan
kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan
perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-
daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu
berjaya (mencapai kemenangan).”

(Surah Al-Imran,3: 200)

inilah yang memberi saya semangat untuk hidup..alhamdulillah



Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini

Tak ada artinya
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi


Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal Putus asa

d.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.n

do u ever feel in depression???

and i think now i'm depressed...some of my friends had noticed it..i dunno, i think i just the same..maybe right now, i'm just a bit slower, quite than before..i dunno...sumtimes i feel that i am strong to handle all these but at some how i dunno whre is the real myself..where has she goes?? i didn't found her..

i can't sleep tightly lately..almost evry hour i had been wake up and i dunno whether i am sleeping or awake..oh my god...i hate this feeling..i dunno what to express the feeling and nobody cares...
sumtimes its better to be alone to handle all these because every time i try to express my feeling to my friend they always taking for granted because they dunno what i feel..so it s better for not telling them because they just make it worse... sorry to say that..
last time, i had a friend who always comfort me whenever i feel down and out but now he had gone to no where..every time i try to tell my feelings , he said that i am weird and telling me not only me who had a problem in this world..its not about that but some times i need a friend who can comfort me when ever i feel down or out , someone who can motivate to be stronger not to let myself down and down...

Saturday, July 24, 2010

t.i.r.ed

I'm tired for anything,
tired to be kind, tired to please everyone, tired for everything...
i dunno...what happen to myself lately....but the moral of the story , i dun want anything else in my life..i just want to be myself, live in my own world and happiness..i'm tired to think of others...tired to think of what is happen and why..i just need a strength and a time for myself... only god knows everything

Friday, July 23, 2010

b.i.t.t.e.r h.e.a.r.t

hope everything will be better...i know i'm not strong enough for all these things.but i pretend to be ok...but what can i say, is better to be silent..because only one who can understand ur self..and the person is u...u are well known with urself and how to handle urself..so from now on, no matter what u have to strive in your own world... just let myself back

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata
Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka
Kau dan daku sudah tiada
Keserasian di jiwa
Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang

Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi
Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini
Bila setiap perbincangan
Menjadi perbalahan
Manakah agaknya cinta kasih



Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum
Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh
Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria
Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata
Semakin lama oh semakin rekah
Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita
Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan
Ku dah cukup menampung selautan
Begitu lama ku pendam
Tapi hanya berdiam
Kerna cuba menafi realiti

Saturday, July 17, 2010

alhamdulillah

my life is getting better right now..because i had decide to just follow my destiny... I'm tired of crying, tired of being stress and depress, tired to thinking on what had happen and tired of finding the reason of all these mattered.. so the best way is just to be relax and pray to Allah S.w.t to give me a strength and to give the real spirit for adiba zehan..
i had found myself back, and i had recognize who i am... i think the best solution is to get to know ourself and love ourselves first before we think to love others... i just want to be myself, the real adiba zehan who can be strong and survive in her own world..hope so...
i just hope everything will getting better and better...
i am so determined to turn all the negative aspects in my life to be positive...
because there is no turning back in our life.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

happiness

There is only one way to happiness,
and that is to cease worrying things
which are beyond the power of our will.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

bertahan

kini harus aku lewati
sepi hariku tanpa dirimu
kini ku berdiri
melawan waktu tuk menyendiri
walau pedih hati namun aku cuba untuk bertahan
bertahan walaupun ku tahu
diriku tidak mampu untuk
lakukan sendiri...

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

set it free!


i missed our old times...and i wished to turn back time
but past is past..let bygone be bygone

If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Monday, July 5, 2010

m.o.n.d.a.y

monday spirit yeah..

huhu i'm fasting today and hopefully will stay fresh until the evening..huhu
got the class at 11am with mis nafiza for quality management...trying to be fun with all the subject for this sem..strive for excellence..no matter what..i have to score this sem...


mood: swing...headache

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Walaupun sementara

Saturday, July 3, 2010

new semester

semester 6 just begin..but i never entered any class..huhu because most of it was cancel and i went back to sepang n jb on wednesday so that i skipped my class for two days..hehehe....

and last weekend busy with my first time experience working with jana niaga..working as a receptionist who checked the hostel for the student..even though the job look easy but it was quite tiring..hehhehe..tired to handle certain people..heheh and i gained so much experience to work with people..to entertain with people behavior..huhu and learn to be more patient



first day arrive in unisel


with all part time worker during the briefing


first day working




2nd day working with jana



at klcc..shopping with my kzen

with my nephew aiman niaz...

so my study life will begin next week..no more play and time to study yeah. be serious..