Saturday, April 10, 2010
stop the tears
at 3:45 AM
3 30 am
at the middle of night, in an empty dark room i burst into tears and all of a sudden of nowhere i can't stop crying and i had no idea on it.. for the past this few weeks..almost everyday i had been crying..I don't know, what happen to myself lately...i become super duper sensitive and when its pressure, my heart will ache , migrain and its really pain... sometimes i would like to just let it go and forget everything just like that..but it seems is not work out..
i miss my cousin, the one who understand who i am, someone who comfort me and support me in everything i do.. i wish to hug her now..i need her shoulder for me to cry on.... god, can u give me an extra ordinary strength so that i can be stronger and tougher and stop crying so i will not feel the pain..
i sick of it..really from now onwards i promise to myself to take care of myself and try to be a better person..i sick of been crying for unknown reason, feeling uncertainty and pressure and know it has lead to depression... i already had a symptom of depression...
i just need a strength to be stronger...to stand on it
Posted by Dibazehan