b.u.s.y

i've been busy with my work right now

xde mse nk online...

i spent my time from 730 am to 530pm

every monday to friday..

at office...and after this maybe de overtime

its ok its allright

time to gain experiene..so far so good

i manage to do all the work given

with the supervision from the colleague

thank u so muchh...

yess three days holidays..

and tomorrow ade kenduri arwah 100 hari

pejam celik dh 100 ari mak pergi meninggalkan kami

semoga rohNya dicucuri rahmat..

kami sentiase akan mendoakan mu...

hate this feeling

hate this feeling,

have you ever feel like crying

but dont know why...

i hate myself

for being so stupid..

i thought i be far away

i'll be stronger person

but not actually

i'm just lying to myself...

Ya Allah,

I really need a strength

sampai bile kite akan terus mengenang

bende yg tiada kesudahannye...

ia sudah lame berakhir

hpy bday

alfatihah...

happy birthday mak...

may god bless u

1st day

wow, first day internship

we had an orientation just now...

quite tiring but informative

we learn a lot bout the history the back ground of the company

and sign some agreement with the comp..

yeah working environment is different from study...

hope that everything will going smoothly..

tomorrow will start my intern in b2..

wish me luck

omg!!

omg..i need to lose weight right now

banyak baju dh x muat ni..

aduyaii..

nak start intern abislah kalo bju byk xmuat

kene put on diet ni..

huhuhu

no more ayam penyet, burger, fries and sme makanan berlemak..

huhuhu

help me

di saat2 mcm ni..i miss my mom

usually die yg akan bebel2

which blouse yg sesuai, baju mne yg ok

but now smenye kene wat sndri...

ermm so sad..

nak mtk tlg owg pon..

die kate nye kite blek..

ye2 la, nk g fesyen show la..

internship pon penting ok...

a beginning for a journey

to work environment...

xley tlg ckp x ley tlg..

tp x perlu nak menyakitkan hati org len.

dr dulu smp skrg

xpnh ubah

xbis2 nk menyakitkan hati jek..

malas nk pk..

there are much more things to think bout..

my life begin

my life begin tomorrow...

nervous seriously...

will start my internship tomorrow

and i nver prepare anything..

yeah hope everything will be ok

hope i manage to handle all these things..

go go chaiyokk...

kenduri kesyukuran

sronok sgt ari ni

bru pulang dr umah dyah di eco setia

ade kenduri kesyukuran and

majlis khatam quran

sungguh merdu suare kakak dyah kite mengaji

terpukau seketika

and ramai btol yg dtg memeriahkan majlis

dh macam majlis kawin dh..

last day lepak before everyone start internship..

so there's the pcture...

dayah and kak ros
with yati

syukur

syukur alhamdulillah

at last i get a chance

to change my internship placement

syukur sgt..

and thanx to pn malinda to give me a chance

to change it and submit a new blue form..

promise that i will work harder

to perform de best during the internship

begin this monday...

no more wake up late

no more jokes

hhaha be more serious in everything i do

w.a.i.t.i.n.g

huhu yeah still waiting

for the result

changing for the internship placement

hopefully they will check my cv and application letter

and approve it A.S.A.P

coz sok nk gi shah alam dh

so hopefully de result is good news

and not disappointed

pray for the best..huhu

get well soon

Selamat tinggal kawanku
Tak mudah aku pergi
Bila wajahmu
Sentiasa di hati ini

get well soon dear..

sorry sy jauh

xdpt nk visit awk

or jge awk

tp sy tau..tentu

dh ade owg jge awk..

ape2 pon jge diri k

always pray for u

take cre always...

hope for the best

yesterday was tiring but exciting

wake up early at 6.00 am

nk g tmn my friend dayah to make passport

kat kukup pontian

and guess what cepat jek wat kat ctu

arrive 8 30 before 9 30 dh siap dh

bagus tol..sbb x rmi org wat kt tu

huhu...

then gi lepak2 kat jusco taman u

chit chat gossip2..hehe

pastu g town jb cr bju joho concept

tutop lak kdai..

i fall in love with the design

then lepak angsana lak

jap at gloria jeans..

pastu then blek umah 3.15 pm

then bru nk golek2, kak ros kol

suh siap2 tman die gi cc

to settle the document about their internship

then anta tros to the comp

suddenly hr tu ask me about my placement

then she said yg she need one student

to do their internship..

so mcm interested jek then i called

pn malinda, sbb dh submit blue form ley tkr lg ke..

die kate ptotnye x bley

but sbb de alasan yg munasabah

she give the permission to change

but ari rabu bru die ade kat office

hopefully everything will be settle soon

and hope to get the reply from the comp soon

kot2 die terlupe kn..

hancuss jek harapann..

wish me luckk

then after dh gi comp tu

lepak plak mkn2 kat jusco

searching for sum1

but die xde plak

its ok..

then balek tros gi singapore plak mlm smlm

lepak ngn my aunt..wah lepak kn

ayat x bley bla

sje dtg umah tgk tv and mkn2 with them..

hehehe

relaxing before the world change..

huhu

allright..dh byk sgt membebel.

chowww

akhirnyeee..alhamdulillah

syukur alhamdulliah

result sem ni dh kuar

and sy sangat berpuas hati

at last, i get what i want

dh lme menunggu saat2 ni..

and alhamdulillah

i get it...

walaupun x la setinggi mne..

tp dh dean list

alhamdulillah syukur sgt..

i would like to thanks to my parents and family

this is for you mom...

kan adik dh janji nk work hard to get this...

alhamdulillah sem ni my dreams come true

kalo mak masih ade..mesti kite dh gi mkn sme2 kn

celebrate... tp xpe la..i will always pray for you...

and thanks to abah n my bro

for the support and also to my big2 family

terima kseh atas segalanye..sy syg anda sme...

kepada kamoo sme la tempat sy bergantung n bermanje..chewahh

last but not least..to all bhrm student and uniselian

thank u so much..

and congrats to others..

we deserve it...

to all the lecturers..

we owe u everything..thank u so much

hopefully this result will be a stepping stone for me

to work harder in industrial training

and hope for the best in future...

wassalam

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