scared to drive a car....help!!!

hye everybody,

I am 23 and never have driven a car seriously

I am really having a panic attack everytime i am moving car

that's why i am always postponing my driving lessons.

and now i feel that i am going to die of fear, 

I'm going to learn driving but still now it still in  dissatisfied condition

seriously i need to pass  jpj and get my driving license soon

so that its easy for me to drive car alone without relying to 

my dad to fetch me everywhere i go

and depend to my friend to fetch me and send me back every time we hang out

ya allah.. hope everything is getting better..

i challenge my self to get a license as a gift for my bday this year

huhhhh

tab tab tab

hye..ape nye yg tab ni kn??

tadi usha2 galaxy tab

tbe2 rase mcm nak sambar satu la

a present to myself

ye la bulan depan kn june.

my birthday..chewahh

cam byk jek duit kn

dah la x kje

tp mcm xtau ngn diri sndri...

kalo nak tu nak jugak..huhu

sambil hentak2 kaki

so bile dh usha jnis2 galaxy tab ni

de la berkenan yg 7.7 nye series kn

warne putih...superbbb

hopefully makbul la impian tu kn..heheheh

mimpi tab la mlm ni

kenapa dengan lelaki ekhh??

wahh entry post macam ada yg x kene dengan lelaki kn?

kelass gtu mak jemahh..

nak story cket..

ni xtau la dr pengalaman sndri or pengalaman org kn

tp kenapa lelaki susah sgt nk dclare one relationship tu kn??

ke perempuan yg jenis mudah mengharap...

nak kate macam kawan pon x

nak kate mcam bf pon x

tp special cket dr membe

cre msg cre ckp,

kuar date dh mcm couple dh

org2 luar duk tgok mcm ala sweetnye couple ni gtu

tp hakikatnye hanye tuhan jek tau

ape c perempuan ni raser

bile org sbuk tny

dah gelabah tak tau nk jwb pe

last2 senyum2 sipu jek

abis yg lelaki nye pon diam membisu

xkannla perempuan nak sbuk2 declare kn

kdg2 xphm gak dengan lelaki ni

bile kite msg or kuar dgn lelaki lain

tau plak nk cemburu bagai

even kuar ngn membe prompuan sbuk tny

konon care la sgt kn

tp bile tny beribu kali

ape status hubungan kite

xpenah ada jawapan pon

balek2 reason xready

owhh kalo mcm tu sng la

lps ni klo ckp jek nk kuar ke pe

ckp jek la x ready..

kdg2 de traser gak

die nak main2 kn aku jek ke

kalo stakat ko buat ak cm ni

then tbe ko ckp kite kwn jek kn 

baik xyah ak buang mase dgn ko kn...

sebab dah pnah kene 

so x nak la pisang berbuah due kali

masalahnye zaman skrg bkn mcm dlu ley teka2 prasaan

sorry la ak bkn mcm prompuan jenis dulu 

nk main teka2 prasaan

tros trang jek la

klo suke ckp suke kalo x blah jek kn sng kn

mls nk ckp pe wat sakit hati jek

dah la sakit badan ni

chowww

vacant

nothing much to say...

just a lil update..

now its freedom

jobless..huhu

i dun know what should I feel actually??

but that decision i have made..

i'm quit my job at celestica

and now looking for another job..

in a while i work as admin assistant

at kumon learning centre..

so new environment...

part time ..hope it will be ok..

so anyone..

vacancy in your workplace..

looking for hr or admin

please let me know...

tq