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Thursday, June 30, 2011

angau

dup dap dup dap recently...
seriously...
suke la tgk muke awk...
makin slalu plak terserempak
shuke shuke..
hahhaha gedik gile....
nk no phone bleyy......





Monday, June 27, 2011

first ....

Tiada sesiapa dapat melupa
Perasaan cinta pertama
Akan ku ingat selama-lama
Saat pertama jatuh cinta

Kasih Sayang
Senyum mesra bersama
Gurau senda pujuk rayumu
Pasti ku ingati

Apapun juga akhirnya
Aku kan tetap
Mengingatimu dengan setia
Walaupun kau akan pergi
Pasti ku ingati gelora cinta
Kali pertama



luahan

kesedihan tu akan makin terasa
bila kite tiada siapa lagi
untuk meluahkan ape yg kite rse..
dan ak x mau
menyusahkan sesiapa lagi....





Saturday, June 25, 2011

c.a.r - b.o.o.t c.a.r.n.i.v.a.l

it was a mini reunion...
berjimba with my ex sigsian...
long time no see
except for farah..
we went to dataran jb
for Car boot carnival
it was fun actually..
there is no canopy,,
but most people sell their stuff
using their car boot.
unique and cheap stuff..
satisfaction achieve...
rugi lak x bwk cash byk..heheh

wawa, syelly, nana, farah, fath n me
natrah, farah, fath, wawa , me , syelly n nana

with farah n fath
farah with me

then we went for steam boat
kat tepi dtaran tu ...
sbb dh kepenatan membeli belah
kire ni a bit exercise la
coz walk, talk and laugh
all the time...
mmg riuh bile kami singgah setiap stall.
peniaga pon smp knal
hehehe..
but really had fun
thank u so much gurl
love to hang out

with farah, fath, wawa, natrah, nana
ekin, syelly,aeyan


sesi lelong belt, 6 rm10
steamboat

chit chat n gelak2 sakan mcm dh bertahun2 xjumpe
and mcm dunia kite kite yg punyee
wallaaaawehhh


love

thanx gurlz

u girls made my day...
love u all





Friday, June 24, 2011

u


they say time heals and makes us forget but what we shared will never b erased

:'(




Wednesday, June 22, 2011

c.o.n.v.o



oh tuhan, please let us to convo this year...
xnak la convo next year ok..
lame nye nk tgu.n plus
kalo convo next year..
possibilities to convo with.... is high
so i really hope
we can convo this year..
insyaallah....
i dun want to meet .... again
and hurting myself again n again







Tuesday, June 21, 2011

journey's end

my journey will comes to an end..
there is no chance for me to work there
the recommendation was rejected
by the hr manager..
the position only for industrial training
and not for degree student..
its ok then
maybe rezeki ku hanya smp disini
thank you







Monday, June 20, 2011

stupid

Don't be stupid to hope for sum1 that never appreciate u
n not remember u at all...

sumtimes we still hoping for sumthing
even though we know
that it will never happen again..





harapan

ya allah
berikanlah ku kekuatan untuk melalui hari2 mendatang
dengan mencipta kenangan yang baru
dengan semangat yang baru ...
sesungguhnya..hanya kau yang mengatahui
apa yang tersirat di hati....




Sunday, June 19, 2011

errmmmm

thinking to change my phone number
maybe it will make myself better...
ermmmmm






realise



the more i give, the less i get.

yeah sumtimes in the part of others
we r the one who excitedly and busy
to make them happy
but then when the time for us
there are nothing....

thank u


Saturday, June 18, 2011

menangis lagi

ku menangis lagi...
bilakah semue ini akan berakhir
bile ak akan jumpe kekuatan sebenar diri ini
dimana adiba zehan yg dulu

yang kuat dan tabah lalui hidupnya...
kenapakah kenangan itu
selalu menghampiriku.
dan biarkan ku dalam kesempitan ini...







2 d

depression

=

dead

Friday, June 17, 2011

meaningless day

no one seems to bothered...
just a meaningless day






2 t.w.e.n.t.y t.w.o 2



12.22am..

i'm officially 22 years old
thank u Allah

hope that this coming year provides me
with all the success and fulfillment of my heart wishes
may this birthday
bring as much joy and happiness


To love and be loved is the greatest happiness of existence







Thursday, June 16, 2011

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

i need u


that feeling comes again
and hurt me again...
in fact, i'm hurt physicallly, emotion and mental..
and now i'm in depression...
hormon disorder..
stress and burnout...

i need u




Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu

Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini
Diiringi

Kisah janji
Dimungkiri
Dimungkiri

Sia-sia ku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu

Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu

Sia-siaku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu








Tuesday, June 14, 2011

............

mencintai bukan beerti memilikinya
merindui itu la mengingati dan
mimpi itu hanya kenangan
yang x mampu dikecapi lagi...
hidup harus berani terima kenyataan
tp realiti itu la yg menyakitkan





Monday, June 13, 2011

menangis



ku menangis lagii....
napela kn..kdg2
kite x ley nak menahan mate ni
or mengawal perasaan
untuk menangis...
yeah i drop into tears..
again...untuk ke sekian kali..
emm sy rindukan die

hanya itu yg pasti...
kenangan tu pasti xkan berulang kembali







Saturday, June 4, 2011

i'm fat and ugly

I'm fat and ugly..yeahh
hate it..
hate to look a picture of myself
hate to look myself at the mirror
hate to be in front of people
i lost my confident
huhuhu..
fat fat fat

help me







Thursday, June 2, 2011

i need u

I need someone to hold me
To tell me it’s alright
Someone to wrap me in their arms
Embrace me through the night

I need someone to lean on
Support me when I’m weak
Someone to reassure me
When tears roll down my cheek

I need someone to guard me
To help me feel secure
Someone to rid me of my fears
To tell me that they’re sure

I need someone to love me
Like they have loved no other
Someone to say that I’m the one
Who sets their heart on fire

I need someone to hold me
Like a lover loves to do
Someone to wrap me in their arms
Embrace me - I need you