home paradise

at last i've got a chance to go back home to jb..yippie...thanx abah for sponsoring my ticket..huhu n for the first time i had travelling alone back to jb.. now everyone can fly ...hehe... my first time experience to go back home by flight alone... learn to be independent...and thats it i'm arriving jb only for 45 minutes..huhu Home Paradise..i miss home damn damn much...

mak n abah

i miss mak n abah so much.. break the record i'm not going home to jb for 3 weeks already and it will be five weeks..huhu i dunno whether i can stand it or not.. emm maybe i need to find some spaces..huhu i miss them damn much...huhu but wat can i do...i've been too busy this sem until i have to sacrifice for not coming home for about a month..huhu i dun care about it.by hook or by crook i want to go back home this month..

tears

it started to feel that again.a feeling of uncertainty.when u actually dunno what does it feel actually...
i cried for the whole day yesterday... i miss my home..staying here for two weeks really make me homesick.and nobody understand what i feel...
i dunno maybe i'm not matured enough to feel that..but who cares?? i love my family damn much n they are the most precious thing i have... so i dun think is wrong when i miss my home so much. and i really regret for not going back home this weekend.. spending weekend in this estate really make me freak out...
i cant do anything, i lost my focus....
i can't even study for this whole weekend and finish up my assignment.. so what the hell that i'm doing .. i dunno it just that i want to go somewhere out of here....i dunno why it always happened to me...please help me!!!

yearn 4 annonas

teringin gile nak mamam buah nona..for such da long time i never eat and find this fruit again..anyone??

hols

almost 11 days spending time at home with my parents, my naughty buchuk cat, and hanging around jb with my friends make me feel reluctant to go back home to estet batang berjuntai..huhuhu


shopping sakan with kak ros and kak dyah...huhu


with my SIGS gurls... miss ya gurls


shopping, eating , and hanging out with my ladies was the thing that i have done this holiday. so much time and money i spent..hhehehhe and thats it..no more shopping after this...time to focus and study..

there are so many things coming up after this wonderful holiday, 2 test will be held on wednesday and one on friday which is another holiday actually, emm and a tons of assignment+ interview+ report+ and presentation waiting up to be done..huhu so i should prepare my self from being depressed and freak out..

so before i go back.i have to assure myself to fulfill my appetite with all the food that i cant get there..and to enjoy myself to the fullest..huhu

so unisel, here i come..going back with new spirit to survive..