f.a.i.l

gagal yeah i such a failure..
fail to stop the tears
fail to make myself happy
fail to erase all the pain
fail to let myself stop thinking bout him
no matter how hard i try..
yeah i'm hurt
totally..
instead nobody knows i still drop into tears every time i wake up and close my eyes..
i dun ask for anything..
i just hope i can get over it...
and i wish to be a stronger person

p/s: smlm i watched ponti anak remaja yg shooting kat unisel bj tu..
n i remember one of the pontianak tu ckp yg die ade kuase untuk luputkan ingatan pada seseorg...kan best kalo diri kite de butang delete untuk erase some of the memories...ermm it just a fiction...

l.o.v.e

i fall in love with this song..sangat sedih..it reminds me of him..huhu

s.a.d

Sometimes you love something so much that it hurts to leave it, but you must.
Sometimes it hurts too much to hold on to that thing you love.
And sometimes you let go of what you love because it hurts,

Why do people have to lose things to find out what they really mean?
yeah and i lose it..and what can i do just to watch u leave..

When you said forever, you meant a few months.
When I said forever, I meant every day until I died.
When you said always, you meant until you couldn't handle it anymore.
When I said always, I meant until time ended.
When you said you loved me, you meant I was no different from any other girl.
When I said I loved you, I meant I had never felt what I felt for you.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.

It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me. So even though I realize that it was never meant to be, still, it hurts.

The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most

dilema

ketika malam penuh bintang
di antara cahya temaram
kau beri aku kesejukan
tapi hatiku bimbang

kau tanya apakah ku bisa
membuka hatiku untukmu
ku tak bisa berkata kata
airmata yang bicara

sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu
tuk cairkan hatiku yang beku
tapi aku belum siap
aku jadi dilema

aku tak mau menyakitimu
karna hati ini masih ragu
tapi aku butuh cinta
aku jadi dilema

aku ingin tapi ku tak bisa
apakah ini nyata atau mimpi belaka
ku takut rindu bila tak lagi bertemu
haruskah ku terima cinta yang dilema



p/s: saya x mau lukai ati awk
sbb sy tau ati sy masih ade die

move on

hello peeps..
semester break was good..
i was busy taking my driving license..huhu
skrg bru sibuk nak amek
yelah..after this next semester busy with industrial training and insyaallah will step up to working environment...sng la cket kalo de transport sendiri and that's why kene amek license skrg...huhu


talking bout my last exam..moderate la..business research was really killing me and yg lain pon bley tahan gak soklan die..just do my best and really hope for the best result....and that was last sem study kat unisel bestary jaya..yeah honestly i will miss every moment there..even though i used to hate that place tp kat ctu tersemat segala kenangan manis n pahit..experience to be a better person..huhu really n i gonna miss that..see u again during convocation..insyaallah kalo panjang umur murah rezeki..i'll be there...



last day exam


this picture was taken after the last paper 'compensation'

and after that ..merdeka..pergi meronggeng with my friends kat sunway...
karoeke, makan2, n release tension..hehe






karaoke di kotak merah



steamboat


flaming steamboat


with my kak ros


shopping....sempat algi tuu



and to unisel shah alam, really hope will be a better place for me to get a new life there...4 month jek spent time kat ctu..hope dipermudahkan segala urusan ku nanti..insyaallah...




my rent house kat sne..huhu